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identity: cedarian
gender: female(s) interests: sleeping, writing essays, eating, cheering, talking nonsense, smuggling food into class, changing in class, being afraid of teachers, homework, baboons, gorbachev, not handing in consent forms, last minute mugging, doing maths, almost everything as a class (: occupation: student(s) *HUGS* TOTAL! give 4S more *HUGS* Get hugs of your own
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Sunday, April 13, 2008
(SAFIAH SPEAKS)
sobs sobs... i suddenly feel so emo. n i need counselling.. somehow, i don't really have anyone who GETS me in class like...i so miss making fool of MATS with Fatmah....and looking at her talk and looking at her saying announcements in the "FATMAH IS COOL SHIT" way.... Rasyiqah, I miss your curly hair..and your bandung...and your chem irritatingness.! hahhaha i miss Joy's witch laughter...and her sometimes pissed off face which I'm scared of....and...her spastic random outburst of JOY.... i miss GC a lot too....i miss the fact that GC is always there...even tho I also have a new GC which is also here...GRAPHIC CALCULATOR! hahahha...i miss GC's smile... I miss...Jing Ting sitting beside me. I miss Stephanie and Kai Qi sitting in front of me... I miss the rest of the class just by being there....going through half of the day together, in a FIXED ROOM.. I miss going JOGGING!!! and eating at the canteen after that... I miss eating Recess with Cedarians... *At this point of time, Safiah is on the verge of tears* I miss..*sobs sobs* MISS LIZAH's care and concern and high-pitched voice and history lessons. I miss Ms Chng's smile... I miss Mrs Choo and her concern and how sometimes she teases us about our behaviour..ahha.. I miss....AUNTY LILY...and the uncle who i dunno the name of.. ok I Definitely do NOT miss the new bookshop aunty. HAHA... I miss taking Physics!!!!!! I miss...going home early!!!! I miss reading books!!! I miss taking bus no. 8 home with Shahini or Muhaina or Marliyana... haiz...i should just give it more time...I just feel that there's no one who gets my hyper active HIGHNESS....my lame jokes...no one who gets it like a true blue Cedarian does.... even worse...I keep thinking I'd be happier at TPJC...even though I know MJ has opened up a lot of doors for me... DO YOU PPL KNOW...i visit TPJC at least ONCE A WEEK...cos it feels more like home there, and there are people who GET me...also maybe because I live so near it... ohmann..i am seriously SICK...haiz... ok let's all join Cedar Connect alumni... and..PI isn't bad at all... Haiz....ok someone please tell me to feel better or what...send me an sms when ur bored and i'll definitely reply you. ahhah... RASYIQAH, what cca u in? and GC! i heard u wanna go poly? ok i shall sms u tmr.... ____ omg i hate alicia cos she is making me cry i just read her blog.. and it makes me cry ALICIA!!! haiz.... ohmaan ohmaan ohmaan it's the freaking thought that... JC is so hellish big and you don't get to meet the people you made friends with over the 4 years in cedar, whom you've shared everything with... and when you do, it's just a hi-bye relationship it's either you're too bz or she's too bz it's now that i really appreciate cedar...for the simple happiness i enjoyed everyday..seeing familiar faces who became familiar personalities....not really caring about how I look or how I behave cos everyone understands each other, not having heartaches...and empty feelings...and unappetizing food, and common recesses everytime and we should have a CEDAR DAY! hahaha ok that was random.... 2 years, just 2 years... i just really really miss you all AND I REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU ALL chalet june pls! PLS PLS PLS!!!! |